broke

i think im getting carpel tunnel (using the computer right now isnt helping much)
they think im a freakin' maching at work...no im not...i'm just THAT GOOD at my job...im
sorry.
my lower back is killing me.
i can barely walk. let alone sit down for long periods of time. i cringe walking up a flight of
stairs.
now i have a headache.

when am i not gonna be broken again?

fuck it..im gonna sleep now

tv

dumbest show on earth:
THE PICKUP ARTIST, on vh1...fucking dumb. that guy mystery is a douche and looks alike one...he prolly smells like one too. if he came up to me i'd sock him in the face then kick him across the neck. thanks for reading!

ups and downs

man..the life of a charger fan is rough...when we lose, it's heartbreaking. when we win, it's freaking awesome and basically flawless. arrggghhhh

and thats all i got.

im full

and i like my friends...
...i gotta say that im blessed with the people that come into my life. they've all helped me to become the person i am today and i still continue to evolve through them/with them.

MY LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE!

is getting more confusing everyday. what the crap am i doing? geees....someone just tell me what to do and set my ass straight! oh..im not fuckin up in life..so dont worry about that guys...im talking about the dating section in my life....wtf am i doing?

btw..sam the cooking guy is awesome....

my bathroom is finally done being rennovated...ughh..2 weeks of using my parents bathroom..what a fuck hassle...everytime i had to pee at night, i just held till the morning cuz i didnt wanna walk all the way to my parents room to use the bathroom. wow..ok too much info...

and with that...IM GOING TO DISNEYLAND TOMORROW..unfortunately, this is quote from my brother "They're closing disneyland at 8 tomorrow because that cunt miley cyrus is having a sweet sixteen bday." my thoughts: fucking bitch...fucking disney princess...go to disneyworld!!!

hot like fire

it seems like we went through the whole summer with out any crazy heat wave, then all of a sudden this crazy ass hotness just appears out of nowhere...WOW! its been blazin hot the last couple days. my workouts the last couple days have been more like, well, ehh. it feels like im basically there just to move my body around for a lil bit.

so anyway, i havent posted anything on here in like FOREVER. mainly because, i havent had anything to write about. i still dont...well not really. nothing too exciting. ehh...life...full of ups and down....sometimes confusing. lately it seems like you get the hang of something, then all of a sudden the rug gets pulled out from under you and you gotta get through another obsticle. or i feel like im struggling with the thought of, "shit....am i doing the right thing?", "ughhh, i feel like theres an empty hole in my life thats seems like its never gonna get filled....how can i fuckin fill it? buy a car? what are you stupid...save your money" instead, i've been trying to fill the void the only way i know how, workout. i've been totally slacking for the past month on my trainning and workouts. that was a much needed break and now im getting back into it...my obsession is coming back. i've also been trying to fill it through friends...hanging out... dinners... lunches... brunches...whatevers....at least they keep me occupied for a while. ehh, i have no idea where im going with this.

haha well, welcome back to my blog. im gonna try to start blogging regularly again....