countdown

one more month till i leave for the PI. in lew of my vacation and the fact i wanna stay looking good...wait...i wanna look even better...BANGIN' EVEN...im cutting out carbs in the form of rice, breads, mexican food, candy, sugar till i leave. its not that im not cutting out all carbs, im cutting out all processed food carbs. dont worry i will be eating a lot of veggies and fruits. fish and chicken will be my best friend...and yes i will have a cheat day once a week to keep me sane.

well thats all..yay! im prolly gonna hate this shit

caution girl issues coming:

sorry in advance to the people, mainly guys, who dont like hearing about women's issues.

so i've noticed in the last couple months that everytime i get my period lately i bloat like there's no tomorrow...i automatically gain like 10 pounds...no joke...it grosses me out. and a large part of that is because before i get my period i get cravings...BIG CRAVINGS. like i never get full or something. and i cant help it. i just eat. its gross. does this happen to anyone else? like i can finish a whole order of carne asada fries and still feel not grossly full. this used to never happen. is this what happens when you get older? thankfully after my first 2 days everything calms down and my food issues go away. but still i have to work extra hard to just feel normal again. its grossssssssss.

well anyway. here's something else thats gross...my coworker called them badges of courage. here's the bruises i was talking about that were on my ass and on my hip: excuse the fat girl scars aka stretch marks