almost over

so i havent had much of an update lately, im sorry. i'll just do a quick re-cap of this past weekend:
fri: meeting at the new building, dinner at coworker's place, followed by DNB's for jrew, franks, and kevin's birthday
sat: i woke up to get ready for the gym only to realize i had sooooooooooo much crap to do that i've been putting off for about a year. i did a massive cleaning of my room. about 6 years of college and life was reorganized and/or thrown away. but it had to be done. after about 6 hours of that i basically knocked out
sun: mass with the family and superbowl at albert's house.

as for the rest of the week, its been, well back to normal so far. its back to normal workouts and thats whats most important.

today was ash wednesday, which marks the season of lent. i decided that i would try to make myself a better person and stop swearing. for everytime i slip i owe a dollar in my swear jar at work. you guys know how bad my mouth is when im comfortable around people and i need to stop that. you'd swear i was a sailor. ha

well, i think im slowly getting less confused and realizing what a want. i think i just need to verbalize it