uhhhh

lets see, the last couples...no wait...weeks have felt like well...like a downer. i miss good friends. and fun times. i hope those times come around again, but for now i guess i'll just have to wait it out. peace

crazy

i have the makings of my first black eye and a fat upper lip YAY! i took a beating today...

yikes

i sparred today for a little bit. it was fun. it was an adrenaline rush...i got hit in the face. and kicked in the head a couple times but im all good.

i spar again monday at 5. this time just boxing. i need a little help in that area...i need to get over the fear of hitting someone in the face...well im sure that'll go away when im actually fighting a girl and wanting to knock the crap out of her. we're starting to line up sparring partners for me to get ready for fight night...whenever the hell that is. ha! but i keep hearing march...so yea..march...keep that in mind folks.

well that was the highlight of my day/night. work was pretty...eh...im kinda irritated. whatevs right?

tomorrow's wednesday...week is halfway over...YAY!

monday..OVER

first i would like to say, sorry...for a couple things:
1.) for promising a fight night sometime in february. but i've been promised one in march. still no specific date but promised. the reason why no fight night in february is because the boxing club changed ownership and everyone is trying to get other clubs together and organize and stuff....but AS SOON AS I GET A DATE EVERYONE WILL KNOW! I PROMISE!!!!!!! please still come out to support me...im guaranteeing a great show!

2.) for having emo blogs...i dunno whats wrong with me...ha. but no worries. im ok. just trying to get back in the swing of things. when you get a lil confused like i do, sometimes the only outlet is this stupid blog. i dont mean to put my business out there for all the world...sorry.

ok now that thats over with, how is everyone? i had a pretty good weekend myself...no 3 day weekend but still good. a decent happy hour at trophy's on friday for eBioscience. saturday morning trainning at convoy followed by a day of galavanting with cherlyn. it was more like a day of eating haha. sunday was a normal family day then an inpromptu dinner with cel and eunice at red lobster. did you see the money i left in your car cel? haha did you think you were gonna get away with paying for dinner? crazy girl! but thanks for inviting me ladies. it was great.

i woke up this morning and i felt fat. weighed myself on the scale and TADA...I GAINED 10 POUNDS... ok that is NOT GOOD! NOT GOOD AT ALL! back to a strict diet and lots of running again. followed lots of punishing workouts to get my butt back in order. no more fast food again. strictly only 1 cheat day. gotta train harder too. god..not good at all...CRAP!

oh yea and just in case i never mentioned this: IM GOING TO THE PHILIPPINES IN MAY!!!!! may 9-31. 3 weeks of great vacationing with my cousins...3 weeks of not doing anything...3 weeks of not worrying about work...3 weeks of not thinking about life...3 weeks of having things taken care FOR ME...3 weeks of baking in the HUMID TROPIC AIR! but i love it...and im gonna be totally broke when i come home...actually in theory im already broke haha but its gonna be well worth it.

and with that...i leave you...thanks for stopping by...LOVE Y'ALL

dead presidents

tomorrow is presidents day...i wish i still had those days off...man...i miss 3 day weekends in the month of february.

oh well...have a great everyone...LOVE Y'ALL!

LOVE

dear lovers and friends,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

each and every one of you mean the world to me and i just thought that you'd like to know that.

love,

rach

ok

seriously, if it wasnt for the gym, kicking, and punching bags, i think i would just be an angry, frustrated mess...why angry and frustrated? i dunno. i actually dunno...maybe it's just the girl in me that wants to over-analyze things. and i know that is totally not me, but you know at the end of the day i am still a girl. a simple girl at that. i guess the only reason for over-analysis: not knowing what will come next or not being able to come up with a precise answer. but duh that would drive any normal person crazy right?

ok where am i going with this? once again, i have nooooooooooooooooo idea...ramble ramble ramble. ha...ok no more of this. have a great day wednesday cuz tuesday's over

i need a longer weekend

weekends are seriously toooooo short now a days. but still, it was a great weekend filled with a little bit of this and a little bit of that. decos for cherlyn's birthday friday night. west covina saturday with my mom to visit my cousin and her family. a girls day with the WPG sunday followed by a little chillin with the cousins down in otay. home was basically just a place to sleep this weekend.

now, tell me something, why does something that seems soooo simple to me, seem so complicated to someone else? or as soon as something good comes along with my life something bad, not great or unexpected happens right after it, usually not of my doing or of my power? as great as my life has been these last couple years, i've noticed that trend has been happening a lot lately. i usually just keep quiet about it, but man...it does get a little frustrating. so i just take out at the gym...that seems to be the best and only outlet i got right now.

where am i going with this blog? haha seems like nowhere.....cuz it prolly is going nowhere.

in the meantime, im going broke. im truly trying my best to hold my tongue and watch what i say but when it comes to certain topics now a days, the bad words just seem to come out then i get more angry. :( forget it...im just gonna stop talking now

ok adios...yay monday is over

almost over

so i havent had much of an update lately, im sorry. i'll just do a quick re-cap of this past weekend:
fri: meeting at the new building, dinner at coworker's place, followed by DNB's for jrew, franks, and kevin's birthday
sat: i woke up to get ready for the gym only to realize i had sooooooooooo much crap to do that i've been putting off for about a year. i did a massive cleaning of my room. about 6 years of college and life was reorganized and/or thrown away. but it had to be done. after about 6 hours of that i basically knocked out
sun: mass with the family and superbowl at albert's house.

as for the rest of the week, its been, well back to normal so far. its back to normal workouts and thats whats most important.

today was ash wednesday, which marks the season of lent. i decided that i would try to make myself a better person and stop swearing. for everytime i slip i owe a dollar in my swear jar at work. you guys know how bad my mouth is when im comfortable around people and i need to stop that. you'd swear i was a sailor. ha

well, i think im slowly getting less confused and realizing what a want. i think i just need to verbalize it

hmm...

...now i feel a lil confused. oh well. i'll figure it out later