one more day of work

today felt like it was never gonna end, then all of a sudden i found myself finishing an hour early HAHAHA. i love it when that happens, dont you? dude i dont wanna work tomorrow...its gonna drag for real...thank god for an early pay day...JUST IN TIME FOR BLACK FRIDAY DUDE!

tonight i took 3 coworkers with me to kickboxing. THEY LIVED. good job. i think it helped that i remembered to tell them to pace themselves. so i realized after class today that i wasnt all tired and out of breath. granted i was trying to help out my friends so i technically didnt work out the whole time, but when i was doing stuff i gave it my all. oh i was still sweatin' bullets but not as tired.

ok so this is the lightest i've ever been right now and i dont think my body likes it...seriously. every other day im craving something bad to eat and its starting to get hard especially when im not at my goal of 105 yet. like today, i came home from the gym and was expecting to eat the salmon i had in the fridge from yesterday only to find out my parents bought pizza from costco. normally i would not have even touched it and have some self control but tonight...damn...3 slices...down. tomorrow, i will run and take class to make up for this slip cuz thanksgiving was my cheat day this week and not today...URGGHHHH now im getting frustrated. you woulda thought i'd only have one slice, but my mind is twisted. what was i thinking...foods not supposed to make you feel guilty, its supposed to nourish you, give you energy, help you live, not make you feel guilty and thats what im feeling. ok...crap. no more.

haha this blog is turning into a diet journal...sorry. sometimes i just gotta write it in just to help me remember my progression. ups and downs and all that.

well its passed my bed time. good night!