im kinda upset

ok so as you can tell from the title im kinda mad. kinda at my mom. so my graduation (not my party) is this coming sunday right and its 830 in the morning. i understand that the ceremony is all kinds of early in the morning and that maybe my grandparents and my cousin and his family will have a hard time coming up here from chula vista, but they're my family. mom's telling them to not come to the graduation. and i totally understand why. my grandpa already says he doesnt wanna go. well thats ok cuz he's a grouch sometimes and thats all good. but i dunno...like i said, i totally understand why my mom told them not to go, but shouldnt that be me telling them? and she didnt even ask if it was ok. IT'S MY FUCKING GRADUATION. its not like the family's not doing anything after the graduation cuz it is father's day too but still. uhhgghhhh. i know i wasnt that excited to walk before, but now, i feel like its kinda important to me. and seriously, how many important days am i gonna have in my lifetime? for all i know this might be the most important day in my life. on the other hand i know its just a ceremony and like i said, we are gonna be hanging out together for lunch and stuff but i dunno. hey at least i didnt have to get tickets right?

ok so enough about that. i took my parents to the fair today. they had a great time. mom wanted to eat everything. dad wanted to look at the animals for some reason. haha. we rode the sky ride. i now have a weird tan. but i still had a fun time.

well thats all. see you all at VELARDE-PALOOZA JUNE 23, 2007! please dont get dressed up. no presents either, just your presence.