1 more week bitches!!!

i think this may be a first, but i go into the last week of school and into finals week with a sigh of relief....im not gonna get A's but i dont have to work as hard for the finals to JUST PASS the class. too bad i still have to take the final though....oh well.

ok so last time i was talking about change and shit. so i guess more change is coming my way. i just found out one of the girls in the lab is quitting LIKE TOMORROW! oh man....i dunno whats gonna happen. all i know is that its gonna be a lot more quiet in the lab. that kinda sucks. i'll miss her...she was fun. its good to know that there is better jobs out there after ebioscience tho. but i think i'll be sticking to this place for a while. get more experience out of it.

the past week has been eventful and uneventful at the same time. i saw x3 on friday with kim, neil, janel, and francis. pretty good. thought it would be better. DAMN EXPECTATIONS. saturday i hung out a lil bit with kristine and her ex coworkers and anabel. we went to the cove and i caught a lil cold the next day. prolly cuz my bro was sick too. so i didnt got to HOB with sandy, ellene, and christina. sorry guys i wish i coulda gone with you but u know the deal...cant be sick last couple weeks of school...gotta make it through finals. basically sunday all i did was stay home and sleep. it was nice. i felt like i was hibernating or something. i woke up refreshed. monday i had no work cuz of the holiday so i stopped by my cousin's grad party at westview park. then i went home. slept a lil bit more. that was my weekend.

i should be reading but im not gonna...im too lazy. maybe i just got stuff going through my mind, but i dont know how to put it in words. i woke up all kinds of early this morning like 530..my class was at 8. i usually wake up like 6ish or something. when i start to wake up all early that usually means thats things are running through my mind. the only thing is i cant seem to pin point whats bothering me more...the fact that i couldve graduated this year if i didnt take a quarter off or friends are changing around again...or maybe that work this summer is gonna mean a lot of adjusting or a bunch of little crap. but the thinking in my head doesnt seem to stop and all im doing here is rambling.

oh well, if theres been one thing i've learned from these cycle of thoughts...THAT SEEM TO HAVE OVER AND OVER AGAIN...is that things do happen for a reason. you just gotta be really patient to see why later on and prayin to god for help isnt so bad either. for those times i couldnt talk to anyone, god's always been there.

k im done...peace