the light at the end of the tunnel...

...its still dim, but getting brighter and brighter as the quarter ends. wow what a big difference a week makes. i swear it was jus a week ago, i felt like shit and didnt know what was gonna happen with school and stuff. i kept on thinking...omg omg i cant go through the same crap again. but i persevered. i put my nose to the grind stone. i worked DAMN HARD this week. i turned in my lab report with great confidence and i got through my p. chem midterm knowing most of the answers...crazy eh? dude...i understand PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY! im never gonna use it in my life, but i understand it...enough to pass the class.

for the first time since high school...which was before i started working at the theatre, i actually get a thanksgiving. its soooo weird. i dont have to think about how busy its gonna be the next day or how soo many people in this world can act like assholes after a day of being thankful. and for that...im thankful.

i know its kinda early still but heres some things im thankful for this year:
1. my family. for supporting me whenever i have problems at school. they always tell me i can get through it all.

2. all my friends. new and old. close and distant. even when we do part from each other and go our separate ways, all of you seem to show up in my life when i need support the most. its weird huh? you all can always count on me to help you out on your time of need.