the light at the end of the tunnel...

...its still dim, but getting brighter and brighter as the quarter ends. wow what a big difference a week makes. i swear it was jus a week ago, i felt like shit and didnt know what was gonna happen with school and stuff. i kept on thinking...omg omg i cant go through the same crap again. but i persevered. i put my nose to the grind stone. i worked DAMN HARD this week. i turned in my lab report with great confidence and i got through my p. chem midterm knowing most of the answers...crazy eh? dude...i understand PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY! im never gonna use it in my life, but i understand it...enough to pass the class.

for the first time since high school...which was before i started working at the theatre, i actually get a thanksgiving. its soooo weird. i dont have to think about how busy its gonna be the next day or how soo many people in this world can act like assholes after a day of being thankful. and for that...im thankful.

i know its kinda early still but heres some things im thankful for this year:
1. my family. for supporting me whenever i have problems at school. they always tell me i can get through it all.

2. all my friends. new and old. close and distant. even when we do part from each other and go our separate ways, all of you seem to show up in my life when i need support the most. its weird huh? you all can always count on me to help you out on your time of need.

3 more weeks...

so yea...its true...3 more weeks then fall quarter is over...crazy eh? this weekend has been one of the most productive weekends, school-wise, that i've had in a long time. i actually finished my lab report a day early and did my pchem hw...except for 1 problem that i'll be copying during class tomorrow. man..finally things are starting to make sense in my head....i hope it all lasts til finals. but im telling you, even tho im down to two classes this quarter, the next 3 weeks is gonna be crazy. i still got one more lab report due, an oral report to give, and a midterm before finals...damn dude.

oh yea. i even got to have social interaction this weekend!!! friday night, i went to snow jam w/ ellene, sandy, jrew, ryan, mike, roy, evelyn, steve-0, and jeremy. i got me a new jacket...YAY! i almost bought a new board but the lack of working thing stuck in my mind and i think thats what held me back. but dude if i was still working full time i woulda bought that board in a second. it was just nice to see familiar faces again...cant wait to see u guys again

oh oh and i cant wait til the 4th annual COLLEGE KIDS THANKSGIVING EXTRAVAGANZA!!!!
ok ok thats ur update. peace

grr...

so...i dunno what to do anymore...school's bummin' me out. i dunno if i can hang anymore. i blame it all on myself tho...maybe i just dont try hard enough. but it does get discouraging after a while. i just wanna crawl into a shell and hide out for a while. ok well thats all thats been happening...nothing new. peace