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so i think i have a bad case of PMS. sucks. its either that or once again i feel lost...like im being left behind and neglected in this world or something. sounds crazy huh? it always feels like i complain about the same damn thing over and over again and i dont know how i'd go about fixing it so i can stop complaining about it. slowly im regressing....socially. i cant say i feel like this because everyone's busy with school because even when school's out i still feel like this. man i dont think any of this is making sense to me anymore. im a crazy? im a insecure? do i act like im too cool or something? am i THAT BIG of a bitch? what? god...what? am i doomed to grow old and live with my parents forever? man...maybe thats why i havent been sleeping very well...i have no one to talk to...sure...everyone says..."WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT...U GOT ME!" but really...do i? whatever....too many thoughts running through my head and i dont know how to get them out cuz nothings making sense.